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When I Finally Saw the Sea​.​.​.

by KNBE

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On Hiatus 02:57
don't say it's over for good let's go on hiatus the reunion tour will be incredible don't say we're calling it quits, just pressing "pause" for a while we will come back in such style no one will know what hit them i know what you want to say so just come out and say it but you still seem so afraid cause you know how much i'll hate it i'm not the last, just the first as if that were some comfort i'm not the best, not the worst; mediocre compliments though you won't call back i still wish you would though you won't come back i still wish you could i begged 'til my mouth ran dry as pity crept through your eyes you always wished i would try but not so hard you wished you felt it inside: a love and joy you can't hide but you could barely blink an eye i fell flat like a bad joke like a clown on a tightrope like a stick caught in the spoke like a prayer with no hope... i fell flat like a bad joke like i’m trying to hold this note like a stick caught in the spoke like a prayer with no hope...
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Ghosts 04:41
I've seen that everywhere I want to be is right next to you I've seen that every stranger on the street looks just like you But they're just ghosts Some say "forget her" But I wrote you this letter A masterpiece in pen and ink I tried it twice But it wasn't quite right Third time is the charm, wouldn't you agree? With each passing day I get further away From the hope you'll have me back It's too soon to say If you still love me that way So I wait and I pray that this spark still attracts i see the fingers pointing my way i can't see your lips, but i hear what they say i know the answer before you begin i brought you here, then left you again you might recall everything that we lost the fire we started just by counting the cost if i had the chance, i would take it again if i had the chance....
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The same things I always hated Are the ones I miss the most Now that we've separated Like how I Hated going outside But I'd die for the chance to stare at the stars With you tonight The same things I took for granted Are the ones that I see now Had me most enchanted Like the way you Sang with the radio Off-key and off-tempo But honest and true Where there's a will, there's a way But there's no way to change your will If I knew hypnotist tricks I'd put you under such a spell But that's no way to find love Only a sure way to kill I did the best I knew how You still bid me farewell I miss the way you sang with the radio I see the stars and remember what I used to know I took for granted all the things that made you who you are But I missed my chance to make it right, now I watch the sky alone
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Could it be more cliche Than to call you again And act like it was an Absent-minded accident But then take those moments To make all my amends? Could I fix my mistakes Without admitting them? I'm sorry that I cannot claim success in anything I'm trying but I can't complain, cause that won't change a thing And it stings the life right out of me Could I be so cliche That I'd try it again? (cause you know) All I want is to end up next to you You would be my boo, I would be your booze We'd be lovers like no one's ever been We'd beat all the odds and then laugh at them I wished for wings to fly me to you But when I arrived, you'd flown the coop I waited for calls that never came I'd love you if I could remember your name...
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I would kiss every inch Of your wound if I could find it I would pause to wrap it in gauze If you didn't work so hard to hide it Cause it's not like you're alone When you bleed, I too see red But the bandages I have Don't seem to stick inside your head I'm no doctor, I've got no MDs Just these burns of the third degree I would spend every cent If I had to buy you pride But you inherited a fortune Though you bury it inside Keep along with the rest Though you know you shelter better Keep your song in your chest It will guard against the weather I'm no saint, I've got no rosaries Just these sins that sigh and singe a tune Of hopeful melody Will you sing with me?
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i'm in love with a ghost she told me that girl don't exist anymore, the one i knew before when i moved out to the coast i dreamed about her every night but that could not keep her alive I remember the last time, baby We stayed up all night, waiting For the sun to rise And our fears to die But there are some things the sun can't cure... i'm in love with a host a collection of memories from back when you believed it's hard to say what i miss most i didn't have a favorite piece you were altogether stunning I remember the last time, baby We stayed up all night, waiting For the sun to rise And our fears to die But there are some things the sun can't cure... Like my penchant for going out of my way to make you say the things you don't want to say you want to protect me, but i need you to break my heart... I'm in love with a ghost Fell in love with a ghost I'm in love with a ghost Fell in love with a ghost And the next sunrise Will dry my eyes for good...
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Worst Enemy 04:48
i don't want to be drowning under this misery i can't find a thing, no reason i can see to not desire you, or wish that you desired me except the obvious when you told me to my face there's just no love i must have missed something but i miss everything living a thousand miles away chasing down a dream i could not take this chance could not have made this leap without your love but now it's what i'm giving up? i swear i did not see that coming i don't have a plan you are my only example of getting over us; but i remember everything and you seem to cope by disassociating "come in, come in, make yourself at home you know, you know this place like your own now sit down, sit down, pour out your whole heart so i can, i can refuse every part..." how could i hope, in just a matter of minutes to change your whole mind, from rejection to acceptance? i love your independence, your commitment to decisions but tonight that disposition is my worst enemy "you may recall, i'm not extreme i say exactly what i mean" i know i'm not the only one to ever fall in and fail out of love
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it's a silent, scary thing to fly into the dark on a prayer and a wing beneath a thundercloud i'm in love with you, but i don't know what to do i'm in love with you, and you don't have a clue i'm in love with you, but something tells me you'll soon have someone new he won't hurt you in the ways that i hurt if the snow's a metaphor it was falling long before i arrived at your door to hear you say you don't love me anymore you're in love with someone else, though you don't know who you're in love with someone else, you will meet him soon you're in love with someone else, he'll make you happy, make you swoon he won't wait to speak up, like I did with you he'll say everything right when he needs to and it don't matter if you're already looking ahead you just know you can't look back, too much hurt, too much regret the look you gave was terrible, one i hoped to never see and all of my hopes withered within me it makes no difference now to voice these thoughts aloud cause all my time ran out and now you have no doubts you're in love with someone else, though you don't know who you're in love with someone else, you will meet him soon you're in love with someone else, he'll make you happy, make you swoon he'll make none of the mistakes i made with you he'll be everything i tried to be for you he'll be everything i could not be for you
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Taylor Swift 03:33
you asked me not to love you but i don't know how not to you told me that you cared but the love was just not there it's all so vivid to me but to you, just fading memories a different life you don't still lead a different life, that you don't need i've been listening to the wrong Taylor Swift songs i was still singing "love story" you were humming "you're not sorry" i've been listening to the wrong Taylor Swift songs i thought you belong with me but you don't need me to breathe i showed up on a frozen day tried to give my heart away: an offer you just couldn't take, stopped short of saying "it's too late" i look at all the ones who have loved and lost, and got it back but the heart's the greatest mystery: i can't force you to love me... you tried to get me to cheer up said i'd find someone else but that won't help me, because you're in a class by yourself... i've tried to quit it, but it's just not the same cause i can't support my lips when they aren't speaking your name and you tried to get me to appreciate what i have but when i see you, all i can think of is what i lack cause your eyes are like the stars upon the darkest of nights and your lips are like a clinic, teaching poetic lines and your soul is like a spring that i wish i could jump in and i know this sounds dramatic, but it's genuine...
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In a moment You'll be home, and You will enter through the front door Turn the lights out on the front porch Turn around and blow a kiss Not long after One disaster Will come and choke out all the laughter Is there a happy ever after, Or will I just sing with myself? If the cold is a metaphor It's been winter too long I need summer sun But you told me twice before You can handle the snow But not the absence of hope In a minute, there's the exit trade the highway for a runway if you only you had picked a further point to fly from then i'd have that much more time with your hand resting in mine but that would make for so long a drive home if the cold is a metaphor, it's been winter too long I need summer sun But you told me twice before, you can handle the snow But not the absence of hope Wake up, the sun is shining On every cloud's silver lining We'll shed our skin and start living This is just the beginning...
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i'm making up a list of places i will not return or if i do, they'll burn it's longer than i expected driving down the 55; staying with your friends and mine; crossing so many state lines; the riverside and Christmas lights; the clearest skies and the brightest sun, we found them both if that had been enough, we'd still be waiting on the coast you lay next to me in the park and watched the jets fly overhead you kissed me in the dark and then you turned away and wept you loved me so much right then the pain was physical all the space and all the distance felt like daggers in our souls i wish that i had realized then what i discovered when it was far too late to let my guard down and let you in you grew weary of the wait you lay next to me in the park and watched the jets fly overhead you kissed me in the dark and then you turned away and wept i loved you so much right then but i did not know what to do i placed my hand on your porcelain skin and wished i could seep right through and be a part of you... will you open your eyes and smile at me? will you open your arms so i can feel some safety? will you open your eyes and laugh at me? will you open your arms so i can still make believe? i know what you're gonna say when i complete my lines as long as i keep talking i've still got time i know this is over when i complete my lines as long as i keep talking i've still got
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you're hiding from me you don't want to be seen but i'd give anything for a new discovery you're hiding in plain view but i'm blinded by the news your hello was unexpected now i don't know what to do i'm in the dark but i'm looking for a spark for a pulse to stop a heart and a beat to make it start again you're smart and you are beautiful you don't need an excuse so i can't see what drives you to be everybody's muse can't you just be mine? i swear you're all that i need come join me in the sunshine we'll burn up and be free
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A swan song for love gone wrong.

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released July 15, 2012

All songs written, performed, recorded, engineered, mixed and produced - however poorly - by Eric Exley

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